Eden

Surrounded in your incense, like a lost exotic flower
Who's longing for a down pour, but content within your shower
My tongue absorbs your taste, before my breath exhales your dew
Like nectar from an orchid, that could never bloom like you
The honey found inside, is like a sweet forbidden fruit
Discovered in a garden, where its realms are absolute
If heaven is a place, then it's in heaven where I lay
Within your warm oasis, all of Eden on display

The Best I Could Do

I never deserved you...
So your closest friends said
But those letters I sent you
They must never have read
The words I strung together
Were the thoughts I had of you
They may not be much... But the best I could do

I may have been angry...
But I smiled when I could
If I swore that I'd love you
Then I possibly would
But something in my heart, said
I may not be true to you
I tried to be honest... That's the best I could do

Those times we were happy...
They weren't meant to last
I tried to light up
But the shadows were cast
I'd look towards the heavens
Tried to will a brighter view
I never gave up... That's the best I could do

I'm sorry you're leaving
But what can I say?
You may find a lover
Who will want you to stay
I'll try to think about us
Like an old flame's meant to do
It may not be much... But it's the best I can do

The Fool You Became

I never did like ya
And maybe you knew
The worst parts of me... Ha, remind me of you
Those dark inner demons
That slipped from my tongue
Were right, even when I was wrong
And those hate filled eyes...
That stare into space
The sultry look, that resides on your face
But now that I'm older, I see it all clear
I don't hate you, its me that I fear
And I don't care...
So go on your way
Have a safe journey
And have a good day
But believe me... You'll turn out the same
And I'll be the one you will blame, for the fool that you one day became

The way you walk
With that swagger of mine
Your breath much the same, smells of Thunderbird wine
The girls that you dated...  I'd been there before
They all wanted me, so they knocked on your door
And here you are...
You're just like a clown
A clown, is all that I see
I'm wondering still, why you can't be yourself?
And why would you wanna be me?
When I'm just a guy, who lost all he had
A little bit crazy, a little bit mad
I should be more angry, but find that I'm not
Content now with all that I've got
And I don't care...
So go on your way
Have a safe journey
And have a great day
But believe me... You'll turn out the same
Though you'll be the one who's to blame, for the fool that you one day became

Tumbling Sky

When the stars above are shining
It is you that I always see
No matter if they fell from high
They could never distract me
And when the clouds decide to gather
I still see your pretty face
No matter what those storms may bring
You could never fall from grace
While the climbing moon arises
Even if it's coloured blue
I gaze above that tumbling sky
And reach right out to you
As I know that you're out there somewhere
Beneath the same old tumbling sky
And that it just takes time and patience
To unite both you and I

Crash Right Through The Sky

You know you lift my spirit
Yeah, you raise it high
Sometimes I feel I might collide or, crash right through the sky
You are so beautiful
Is there a better word?
I'm sure there must be, though right now, it's not been heard
You are a part of me girl
You are my beating heart
I know this, as it skips a beat when, we're too far apart
You're the one I turn to
You're the one I love
Continue being you, and lift my, treasured soul above
Yeah you lift my spirit
And you raise it high
So high I feel I might collide or, crash right through the sky
So high I feel I might collide or, crash right through the sky

I, Your Rastafari

Oh Jah, praise I
Oh Jah, raise I
I have lived my life by you
I, your Rastafari
I, your Rastafari

I have...
Been taken from my land
No more free to run
Put in chains, and sold as slave
Then placed in Babylon. Placed in, Babylon
Oh Jah, praise I
Oh Jah, raise I
I have lived the best I can
I, your Rastafari
I, your Rastafari

Every...
Tear I've ever cried
Don't let them be in vain
For, every single tear I spilled
Was done so in your name. Was done so, in your name
So Jah, praise I
Oh Jah, raise I
In life I've trusted you
I, your Rastafari
I, your Rastafari

You have...
Blessed me with a gentle strength
I, both lamb and lion
Take me as created Jah
Return I back to Zion. Return I, back to Zion
Oh Jah praise I
Oh Jah, raise I
In death I follow still
I, your Rastafari
I, your Rastafari

A Vulgar Display

In the labyrinth maze that we call a mind
I'm frightened of things that I'll someday find
Those flickering stills that I've locked away
May form as a film in a vulgar display
These images time has appropriately lost
Might shed some light at a deadly cost
And show the fears of a distant past
Those fragile thoughts, and the shadows cast

Sugar Rush

If you were any sweeter
I would get so sick on you
I'd lick the honey from your tongue
My sugar cane on cue
And when I started shaking
From the sweetness that I'd craved
I'd keep a little stashed away
For times I felt depraved 
You are my sweet, little, sticky thing
The pleasure I adore
You tingle through my veins
And you just, keep me wanting more
You are my sweet, sweet, delicious thing
As soft as candy floss
That's why I tremble in your arms
You are my sugar rush
If I could pour you on me
I would cover me in you
I'd smother, every naked inch
That's what I'd love to do
I know this might sound crazy
But to have you on my skin
Would compliment the sweetness
That you fill me from within
You are my sweet, sweet, candy dream
The craving I adore
You tingle through my veins
And then you sweeten me some more
You are my sweet, sweet, yummy thing
As soft as candy floss
That's why I tremble in your arms
You are my sugar rush

A Little War

If you find... That you might need me girl
I'll come running to your cheating arms again
Oblivious, to all the hurt you'd cause me
I'm still stinging from those vast amounts of pain
When you hit me... Well, I deserved it
As I know I wasn't wild enough for you
Every punch... You aimed, and threw upon me
Were justified I guess, and overdue
But baby, I still love you
And I know that deep inside, you love me too
If you need a little war, that some call loving, in your life
Then I'm here to do the best that I can do

 Your gifts of scars and bruises, I still cherish

These wounds that time itself may never heal
They show me that our love, was more than heaven
As heaven is a thing you cannot feel
Yet here we are apart, but always joined in what we had
Like a never ending battle, that we share
The pain in which we suffer, tells the story of our past
And that story tells how much we really care
So baby, I still love you
And I know that deep inside, you love me too
If you need a little war, that some call loving, in your life
Then I'm here to do the best that I can do

Oh baby, I still love you girl
And I know that in your heart, you feel the same
Let's fight our little war, that war we started, to the end
And we'll battle through no matter what the pain

This Mighty Ball

It's the Earth that we should worship 

Not gods and idols made by man 

This Earth that gives us everything 

Since time and WE began

She gives us Water

Food and Shelter 

Everything in life we need 

And asks for nothing in return 

No sacramental pledge or greed 

Why search the heavens?

Study stars?

Who cares if there is life on Mars!

Be thankful for her gift bestowed 

The love she gives and always showed 

She gave you life

She takes us all 

We're children of this mighty ball 

So take a moment...

Make it true...

Give thanks for all she gives to you

Those gods and idols never show 

Except of course in every war

Is that the God you'd like to know?

The saviour you've been waiting for!

The Earth rotates both day and night

Puts all her beauty on display 

And yet WE TURN to something else 

While she's in disarray 

Bury Me Standing

Bury me standing up on my feet

As I have spent a lifetime upon my knees 

Praying to gods I may never meet

Yet doing my best to abide and please

Bury me standing beneath the ground 

So I stand with pride like the ancient trees

Reaching above through the sacred ground 

To the heaven that only a dead man sees 

Pretty Lyndsey

Will you come to the cliffs pretty Lyndsey?

Will you climb to the cliff top with me?

Will you jump to the rocks down below us?

Where we'll sink to the depths of the sea 

Will you take hold my hand pretty Lyndsey?

Will you prove that you love only me?

As we fall to the rocks down below us

Where our souls on the tide shall be free 

Sex Toy

You say I'm the one, when you're needing some fun

I'm always there to rely on

Push me away, when you don't wanna play

But then you've already cum 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

You say I'm yours, when you're down on all fours 

No inhibitions when needed

But then you fall, like you've given your all

When I want more, you've conceded 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

Late in the night, when I'm holding you tight

Your fingers grab my attention 

When things arise, well it's not a surprise 

I need divine intervention 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

Drown

Sinking down...

I'm gonna drown

The current takes me

Under sea 

Breathing water...

Waves above me

Crashing down 

The current pulls me

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down 

Fish in frenzy...

Food is plenty 

As I drown 

Sinking down

Under water...

Under nothing 

Here in breakdown

Sinking, sinking 

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down 

Psycho

You think you, know me well

You think you, know me well

I'm not,the man you see 

The devil, hides in me 

You think you know, me well 

You think you, know me well 

And maybe, just as well 

You do not, know me well 

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

You think you, see me here 

You think you, see me clear

The man you, think I am 

Is not a, friendly man

You think you see, me here

You think, you see me here

When really, you should fear 

The man who's, standing near

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

The demon, screams in me 

This devil, you don't see 

A darkness, seeps through me

And hides, the real me 

The shadows, deep inside 

Are places, where I hide 

You do not, know me well!

You do not, know me well!

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

Final Wave

I sighed at your departing 

Like this farewell was an end

The plane was on the runway 

That would take my long lost friend 

I turned as you were leaving 

Where you disappeared from view 

Was this the final wave goodbye?

The last I'd see of you?

Dear brother I have missed you

Over years and many miles 

And at our warm reunion

You bestowed a gift of smiles

Where in your arms I felt the love

As strong as your embrace

Together we were young once more 

No lines upon our face 

And now you're gone again 

I sense the years are turning cold

I realise from photographs 

That I looking old

But you remain a mystery 

The life you play as planned 

And many unknown friends of yours 

Now wait for you to land 

Curse Of Me

You...

Are the curse controlling me 

Bringing out the worst in me

Treating me with such disdain 

Time and time and time again

You...

Break me down without contempt 

Bleeding me till all is spent 

Bending to manipulate 

Dragging me through love and hate

I...

Know that I could walk away

Leave yet I still choose to stay

Captured in the spell of you 

So do what you will always do

You're... 

Hellbent on abusing me 

Contented just by using me

You prey upon my fragile mind

Your darkness so unkind 

May The Light Remain

Is it possible to separate darkness from light?

When the two are embedded as one

Darkness, the aggressor. Light,  just a flicker 

Both a formidable force 

Darkness, constantly nagging

Light, calming the storm

But both feeding from the other

What would this darkness do, if the light might fail?

Would it seep through the labyrinth of mind without contempt?

Would it turn this man to monster?

Might it show him the things of nightmares?

But the light!

Yes... That flicker of hope

It keeps him from slipping into oblivion 

Keeps him from... Falling apart

But should the pilot go out!

Would that darkness become cancer?

That spreads to the soul intent on doing good

Would it choke, expel and demand it's kingdom?

The body in which it dwells

Or will that light never dwindle?

Keeping the shadow assassin at bay

Only in death then, shall the two be separated 

But in life... May the light remain 

On Returning

He returned as promised

You threw no stones, but insults 

You did not bow before his feet, but wrapped them in chains

His name, now blasphemous 

Although in times of need, you called to him

Yet now you lock him away, insane

He returned as promised

To a different world

Where man in all his wisdom, had forgotten that promise 

A Thing To Fear

In my illness

You  must not cry

Or it will be so hard to die

At my end

Don't shed a tear

Or death shall be a thing to fear