Sex Toy

You say I'm the one, when you're needing some fun

I'm always there to rely on

Push me away, when you don't wanna play

But then you've already cum 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

You say I'm yours, when you're down on all fours 

No inhibitions when needed

But then you fall, like you've given your all

When I want more, you've conceded 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

Late in the night, when I'm holding you tight

Your fingers grab my attention 

When things arise, well it's not a surprise 

I need divine intervention 

Im just your sex toy

Your silicon boy

A little thing you can play with

Im just a sex toy

Bringing pleasure and joy

But you don't ever wanna give

Drown

Sinking down...

I'm gonna drown

The current takes me

Under sea 

Breathing water...

Waves above me

Crashing down 

The current pulls me

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down 

Fish in frenzy...

Food is plenty 

As I drown 

Sinking down

Under water...

Under nothing 

Here in breakdown

Sinking, sinking 

Down, down, down, down, down, down, down 

Psycho

You think you, know me well

You think you, know me well

I'm not,the man you see 

The devil, hides in me 

You think you know, me well 

You think you, know me well 

And maybe, just as well 

You do not, know me well 

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

You think you, see me here 

You think you, see me clear

The man you, think I am 

Is not a, friendly man

You think you see, me here

You think, you see me here

When really, you should fear 

The man who's, standing near

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

The demon, screams in me 

This devil, you don't see 

A darkness, seeps through me

And hides, the real me 

The shadows, deep inside 

Are places, where I hide 

You do not, know me well!

You do not, know me well!

NO...

I DON'T THINK SO....

YOU DON'T KNOW...

PSYCHO!

Final Wave

I sighed at your departing 

Like this farewell was an end

The plane was on the runway 

That would take my long lost friend 

I turned as you were leaving 

Where you disappeared from view 

Was this the final wave goodbye?

The last I'd see of you?

Dear brother I have missed you

Over years and many miles 

And at our warm reunion

You bestowed a gift of smiles

Where in your arms I felt the love

As strong as your embrace

Together we were young once more 

No lines upon our face 

And now you're gone again 

I sense the years are turning cold

I realise from photographs 

That I looking old

But you remain a mystery 

The life you play as planned 

And many unknown friends of yours 

Now wait for you to land 

Curse Of Me

You...

Are the curse controlling me 

Bringing out the worst in me

Treating me with such disdain 

Time and time and time again

You...

Break me down without contempt 

Bleeding me till all is spent 

Bending to manipulate 

Dragging me through love and hate

I...

Know that I could walk away

Leave yet I still choose to stay

Captured in the spell of you 

So do what you will always do

You're... 

Hellbent on abusing me 

Contented just by using me

You prey upon my fragile mind

Your darkness so unkind 

May The Light Remain

Is it possible to separate darkness from light?

When the two are embedded as one

Darkness, the aggressor. Light,  just a flicker 

Both a formidable force 

Darkness, constantly nagging

Light, calming the storm

But both feeding from the other

What would this darkness do, if the light might fail?

Would it seep through the labyrinth of mind without contempt?

Would it turn this man to monster?

Might it show him the things of nightmares?

But the light!

Yes... That flicker of hope

It keeps him from slipping into oblivion 

Keeps him from... Falling apart

But should the pilot go out!

Would that darkness become cancer?

That spreads to the soul intent on doing good

Would it choke, expel and demand it's kingdom?

The body in which it dwells

Or will that light never dwindle?

Keeping the shadow assassin at bay

Only in death then, shall the two be separated 

But in life... May the light remain 

On Returning

He returned as promised

You threw no stones, but insults 

You did not bow before his feet, but wrapped them in chains

His name, now blasphemous 

Although in times of need, you called to him

Yet now you lock him away, insane

He returned as promised

To a different world

Where man in all his wisdom, had forgotten that promise