The Answer

"Am i scared to die?" You ask me

Well, I am i must confess

In answer to your question then

A honest answer "Yes"

But ask me "Am i scared to live?"

Then this is my reply 

"I'm more afraid of living than i am afraid to die"

Masterpiece

If i had a gun right now

I'd show you how I'm feeling

Reveal the thoughts within my mind

Once sprayed upon the ceiling 

It might not tell you very much

Though all is on display 

This art of mine a masterpiece 

Of how i feel today 

A Psychiatric Thought

 I came to you for help

Begging, pleading, needing, bleeding

You fobbed me off with pills prescribed 

Through your professional gaze 

You spoke to me in jargon 

Then you sent me on my way

I took your pills like clockwork 

Which then left me in this daze 

So now i ask you this...

If i should kill somebody now!

Would it not be your fault?

You never called me back!

Appointments promised didn't come

Just more of your damn pills

Would you not be the responsible  

For my drug crazed attack? 

I will leave you with this darker thought

While you carry on with others 

Who pretend they have a problem 

So they get their benefit 

And all the time you spend with shirkers 

My mind plays a little game

And as i sit here waiting 

Personalities may split 

Oh, Jah. I Want To Be Positive

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

Oh sweet Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

But I have seen the white man, he hunt us down

I have seen my people run

So many black man brought to ground

From many white man gun 

I ask you Jah, I need to know

Why we live in fear?

Did not creation born this man?

Did not Jah bring us here?

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

But i have seen the fear in black man eyes 

I have known much of his pain

I have stood my ground so many times

But knocked down i again 

Yet you are here, you with me always

I keep you here within 

Where white man cannot find you then

As he not touch my skin 

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

You gave us herb that grows from earth

Yet white man criticize 

He make it bad yet his tobacco 

He does legalize 

We born his slave, we never free

We taken from our home 

Without you Jah, i ask of this

Would i not be alone?

Oh Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative 

Oh sweet Jah, I want to be positive 

I don't want to be negative